Sunday, September 7, 2008

June 27th, 1866

There is a chill calm. I am not upset. I am not sad, though I knew I wouldn't be. In fact, I am empowered.

The world has become a conflagration of shit.

Dad is dead and some of those of ill-repute have killed him. I wish I was surprised my humor was still with me.

But no.

Fuck dad.

Yes, that is incriminating evidence. But it doesn't matter. I know who did it. They know who did it. Everyone knows They Did It.

But everyone hated dad.

I hated dad.

And now it comes to denouement. Everyone thinks I killed dad. They are the judges and the jurors.
So I need to go.
I am Isaac Chambers no more. The Chambers do not hold me. I am laughing.

And laughing.

This is my end.

Flood me with opium.

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